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My Name

    My name is Greek for honeybee. It was bittersweet, peaceful, and sea-like calm. Most people call me "Missy". My family calls me "Carrot". I was not named after anyone in my family, I was not named after anyone famous; my name is independent. I did not know why my mother decide to name me that. In Thai, my name means "without a thougt" while my sister's name, Ploy, means "precious ruby". My name is often hard to pronounce. It does not have any song dedicated to it, as if my name does not even exist. I sometime even wonder if you google search my name, if it will show up. 
    To me, my name is unusual, unreal, and absolute. A simpler name would have been nice, maybe even one with a abstract meaning. So maybe in my next life, my sister's name could mean something like "unscented flower" and mine could mean "the best".
    Even though my name is nothing special, I still make it work. Independent is what my name speaks out, and here I am, applying every mean possible to it.